Love...
Each week (or once a month with the intentions of once a week!) I sit down to update Logan's blog I have to spell check and proof read it...EVERY TIME the first word it asks me to change is the word LOVE...it's a crazy thing cause to be honest that is one of the things that has grown the most in our house in the last almost two years...
LOVE for each other...LOVE for the gospel...LOVE for family...LOVE for friends...LOVE for missionaries (which I can finally pass on the street and not cry!!!) LOVE for the people of Peru who have taken care of my son...LOVE is one of the things Christ taught was to LOVE one another...It all starts there...
I LOVE Logan and the choice he made to serve the Lord on a mission...I LOVE the change it has brought into our home...I LOVE the change it has inspired me to make in my own life! I LOVE my girls and the example they have become to me and their dad in their lives...
I remember the day I took Logan to get his passport and we went to lunch after...first thing I told him was "once you make the choice to go Logan, you can't come home early!!!" Hahaha...my biggest fear at the time! He started talking to me about some things...mostly hinting towards the changes he would like (and needed) to be made at home...I got a little worried cause I knew that it was going to require a lot of work on my part to turn things around and to be honest I wasn't sure my testimony was strong enough to do it!!! Not to share ALL the details but it was going to be a challenge...Happily I can say that it is SOOOO true...if you put your trust in the Lord and do your part...things can change! Little by little and in his time...things change!
Some of you may know already...But Gary and I are going through the Temple in the next few weeks to receive our endowments and be sealed to each other and when Logan get's home we will go back and have the kids sealed to us...CRAZY...! I'm so happy...I sometimes find myself saying can this really be happening for us! I only share this because maybe it might help someone struggling with their own problems...but I can promise this...happiness is ahead if you keep reaching for it...do your part and the Lord will do his!
This quote from Elder Holland kept me focused:




